Monday, August 2, 2021

Where to find my books

 The books I currently have available


Temple Secrets of the Cult of Cheesecake is the cookbook I wrote last summer. All proceeds go to The Polestari.











Curse of the Pharaoh's Manicurists has been rewritten and reissued. Roaring 20s adventure.










Wild Hunt is a DJ Admire adventure. Alcoholic PI on the nightside of Memphis.











As Angelia:


Busy Nights. A slow-cooker, freezer and make-ahead cook booklet. It's 99cents












Dangerous Game. Spicy little heterosexual short story. Part RPF. Part Cosplay. All hot. Also 99 cents









EIGHT THRONES

 
Anthony Reprobate. Book 1
In which the Ligatos group turns a Reprobate into a preacher, to stop a war.
Nikolai Revenant Book 2

In which the Ligatos group must turn a street rat into a diplomat.








 Glad Hands. Book 3

In which a trucker finds danger and true love as he crosses the DisUnited States. (Rewritten and expanded)








SHORT STORY COLLECTIONS



Adventuresses. Lesbian Short stories of fantasy, science fiction and other genres.










Into Dark Waters is a variety of gay short stories. Includes "Tuition Fees"
Riding the Nightmare. 18 gay dreams and nightmares. Includes the Gay Christmas Werewolves

Friday, July 23, 2021

Semi-annual Where To Find Me

 A guy's gotta have a social media presence.


Here's where to find me as Nick. Nick is the primary face, and writes most of the new stuff.

This is the primary blog.
https://nicholasrowansp.blogspot.com/

Website:
https://nicholaswrowan.wixsite.com/mysite

email: nicholasrowansp@gmail.com


Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/NickRowan

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/nick.rowan.9678

Twitter: https://twitter.com/NickRowan16
I usually schedule the posts for this

Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/nicholasrowan
A mixed bag of politics, crafting and geekery

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nick.w.rowan/
Cat pictures and drag

Pinterest https://www.pinterest.com/valarltd/

Youtube, with Drag videos under videos
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRY6DbSZBTN42bLPxDGCgmA

The Disney Trip Saving and plan
https://nicksfreedisneytrip.blogspot.com/

Venmo
@nicholasrowansp

If you still need Angelia, who is writing heterosexual smut and the Eight Thrones 'verse:

Email:
angeliasparrow@gmail.com
valarltd@yahoo.com

Blog:

Sunday, May 23, 2021

Reality is supposed to be less evil than my dystopia

 I've had a lot of thinking moments this week.

Demon-rat and Democrap got slung at me.
These are common enough slurs, but this time they got me thinking harder.

Demon rat. Democrap

We are not even human.
We are demons to be banished.
We are rats to be killed.
We are shit to be scraped off the shoes of True White Christian Americans.
This is RTLM all over again, calling the Tutsis cockroaches and snakes.
Vermin to be exterminated 

I was tempted to post a picture of my family and demand to know which one they thought they should kill first? The pansexual school teacher? The trans school teacher? The bisexual medical coder? The asexual youtuber? The interracially married disabled vet? The queer and trans driver?

I did not.

Now, Tennessee has passed a law. This sign must be displayed by stores that have potty parity


A warning sign. That there are transfolks in the store. That they might use the restroom.

We are so dangerous we merit a warning sign
And laws to let medical personnel not treat us
And laws to keep us out of sports.

Things are getting ugly, and will only get worse. This state level stuff is retaliation. And the mindset that non-conservatives are vermin is just getting stronger.

We had a dress rehearsal for fascism. Now, we either pull ourselves out of it, and work on that more perfect union with liberty and justice for all, or we plunge headlong in.

I'm not sure which way we're going. But I'm taking big breaths, just in case.

Thursday, January 14, 2021

Fear and frustration

 I have watched the events of the last week/month/four years/forty years closely. I've seen it all unfurl like a big rancid picnic. I am embarrassed by the small corner I helped spread years ago.

And while I see where we are going, and have a general notion how this will all play out, I am simultaneously enough of a sociopath to be frustrated that the Fascists Are Doing It Stupidly.

The Republicans are too old for the most part to learn the "Learn the language of your enemy and turn it against him" technique that is becoming popular in Pick-up artist circles.

Let's take the big ones:

Climate change.
A republican candidate comes out saying "Climate changer is real. It is happening. I have answers!" These answers are of course structured to increase profits for solar and certain auto makers. Cities are redlined and solar comes with subsidies and assistance in certain neighborhoods (read that white and middle class or higher), while older generating plants are put on austerity measures, and only deliver electricity 4-5 days a week.
The electric cars and hybrids are given subsidies and made popular, while older gas-burning cars are taxed more heavily, as is gasoline. "After all, transportation is one of our largest polluters." Public transportation is not improved, and may in fact be eliminated. Work will become an impossibility for millions of people, freeing up jobs.

 Nothing is ever done about the companies who cause infinitely more waste than individuals, deforestation continues, the oceans keep heating up and the growing zones keep moving. And the poor people who can't afford solar or an electric car are shamed and blamed. 

Water starts to come under austerity measures. There's plenty for fountains and golf courses but city water is limited to a trickle. Lawns are ticketed for being brown when people have barely enough to drink and wash with. Bottled water companies make record profits. Since not having water and electricity is considered environmental neglect, children can be removed from homes and quietly distributed to work as domestics to wealthy households.

Profit all around, and a reduction in poor people, especially people of color.



Abortion:


"I can reduce abortion by 40%! Let's not ban it, women will always need it for emergency situations. But I can reduce the unwed pregnancy by 50% and abortions by 40% It's been tested and proven."

Long term contraceptives: implants and IUDs, even sterilization are made easier to get, free of charge on the state's dime. IUDs are especially encouraged.

Since work is becoming impossible and water and electric are unpredictable, many people opt for the IUD. Many opt for tubals, since they are no longer forced to be 30+ and have spousal permission.
The abortion rate drops as promised.

But, while there is money for inserting IUDs, there was never money allocated for removal 5 years down the road...

Fewer abortions. And a reduction in poor people especially people of color.

There are other social issues where a republican could stand up and say "Hey, let's BE fiscally conservative, try this in a way that has been shown to save money, and oh yeah, we can make it hurt the right people too."

Friday, January 8, 2021

My theories on the Capitol

 On January 6, armed protestors stormed the US capitol. There is some evidence they were let in deliberately. And more that they had maps (see visiting hard to find private offices instead of labeled public offices)


And I am with Slate on the idea that there are three groups of people in this scenario.
1) The ones on a data mission who stole laptops
2) The ones on a tactical mission to take (and possibly execute) hostages https://slate.com/news-and-politics/2021/01/was-there-a-plan-for-hostages-or-killings-at-the-capitol.html 
3) The cosplatriot/Weekend warriors trying to bring down The Storm, the day Trump would rise up and execute all the traitors. https://www.businessinsider.com/qanon-trump-capitol-attack-belief-precursor-the-storm-2021-1 They are probably the ones who erected the gallows, but whether for the mannequins or actual people is hard to say

Let's talk about 3, because these are the ones getting all the press time.

It's easy to laugh at them in their special T shirts, and their lack of masking and their general clumsiness. After all, don't these idiots know that feces contains DNA? And tracking it leaves shoe prints? Both of these are evidence as any even casual watcher of police procedurals knows.
Don't they know about surveillance and covering their faces?





















So here are these barefaced people, some in highly identifiable clothing. How do they think they will get away with this?

The answer of course is that they thought they were going to win. Like their predecessors, they thought they could "lick the yankees with corn stalks." And just like the old confederates, these new one found that the yankees didn't fight that way.

But they were never the real operation.

Two laptops,  those of Pelosi and Merkley, and Clyburn's Ipad were all stolen. Many of the senators had electronics stolen and much concern has been raised about data security.

That may have been the real operation.

But these guys, once you start seeing them,. you can't stop. These are the pros.

compare him to the guy behind him. He's fitter. He's climbing that rail like it's nothing. The zipties in his hands are handcuff style. He's armed, and knows to keep his face down and covered. He's got a bulletproof vest on.

This is not a weekend warrior. He knows what he is doing.
They all came armed. One guy had 11 molotov cocktails on him. They were the first ones in. They went straight for the offices. https://twitter.com/jsrailton/status/1347350333819912192 has more


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Compare here to the other guy trying to get over the rail.

These came to take hostages. Whether to negotiate or execute, we may not know.
But there are handcuffs, a pro to use them and a gallows outside.


Q Shaman and the Civil War 2 guys were the distraction. The laptops and the hostages were the objectives. Only one was successful. But I suspect we'll see fallout from it.

Thursday, December 31, 2020

How my days will need to go if I am going to accomplish everything

 Up, bathroom, toilets
dress
cat boxes
wash
devotions
breakfast
make bed

Commute with audio book

work

Gym
shower
duolingo
lunch
writing/shopkicking (1 day/week)/crafting

Work

Commute with audiobook

Home
Dinner
Dishes
House chores
Recorder practice/crafting

Bedtime routine:
Make lunch
lay out breakfast
lay out clothes


Sunday, December 27, 2020

2020 Round up

 It was a busy year even with the Plague.

I went through Second Realm at Summerland Grove. It was Shadow-Work and Ethics and various paths, as we came to understand ourselves and our path better. At times it felt like Group Therapy. And it was in a way. I ended up re-integrating my Shadow this summer. He's still a nuisance.

My Florida Trip was postponed in March, so Gabriel and I went in November. We had a lovely vacation and I want to go back when they have the monorail repairs done and the train running again.

I collected grandbaby pictures like they were rare baseball cards. I got to watch the boys open presents over Skype.

My baby girl got legally married. She'd been handfasted, but they signed the license. My oldest called her wedding off, broke up with the guy and moved to Texas.

I rearranged my Altar.

We made a stab at cleaning the house, and I found the front room. I finally have almost enough bookcases.

We got a new roof put on.

I read 26 adult books, watched 56 movies and recorded 14 stories for my grandsons.
The best movies I saw this year were Three Days of the Condor and The Conversation. 
The worst ones I saw were Annie Hall, Teen Spirit and It Comes At Night. All tedious, the first two weren't funny enough for what they were, and the last wasn't scary enough for what it tried to be.

The best book I read was Stephen King's On Writing.
The worst was Pawn of Prophecy. Cliche upon endless cliche and I could see all the story beats coming pages away.

I wrote a cookbook, and a couple of short stories.
I made shawls and a doily and arm warmers and hats and hotpads.
I took the recorder back up.


It was a strange and difficult year. But there were many good things.